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Falling ApartHappy and ecstatic one minute
Depressed and suicidal the next
Am I bipolar?
No that's not it.
Why do I get sad?
Hairline triggers of a stone cold heart
I's only a matter of time before I fall apart
ConfessionsIt was another day with Rypirian. Actually it was night and Sam somehow ended up in her kitten form during one of their talks in the garden. She climbed into his lap and rested her head on his stomach, keeping her ear pressed to him. "You're comfy. And I can hear your voice rumble in your belly!"
He chuckled at my statement, holding Sam up to his chest, "Oh?" She liked how his voice felt when he talked. Sam nodded slowly into his chest as a soft purr started in her throat, "I like how it feels when you laugh." A deeper purr grew in his chest much louder than her own, "Oh, you do?" Rypirian chuckled and nuzzled Sam's soft fur making her giggle in response, "Yes I do."
He smiled as he stood up, still carrying Sam, "It's getting late." Rypirian took her to his chambers curling up on the bed and setting Sam under his chin. His purrs steadied as he relaxed. Sam nuzzled his neck to feel them better, her
ConsolationI was visiting Rypirian again. I come every so often to see the kids and reassure them I do love them. They're so precious to me, i'd give all my lives up for them. And i did! But i want to show more. Show them i really care.
It was past their bedtime and i finished up a sparring session. Ha! That idiot thought his arms couldnt bend that way. I simply enlightened him. Yeah thats it. Maybe smashed his face against the floor in the process.
I made my way over to the library to relax and read a bit until everyone else woke up. I used magic to get a book just above my reach. Why is everything so high?! Once i managed to get the book i sat down on the floor cross-legged in front of the bookshelf. It was dark so i was making good use of my streak. I was using bits and pieces of magic to keep it glowing; sending books to their places, sending demons around, causing natural disasters on multiple planets.
Then I felt extreme sadness coming from a bit away. There was sadness before but i had bru
ParchessiEvil was gone to yet another battle. She left her family in a constant state of worry, especially her mate Alptraum. He would loyally await her arrival while maintaining his duties.
He cautiously went to Rypirian's Palace one day to check up on the children. Though they weren't his, they were his mate's and he took it upon himself to ensure their well being.
He made his way to the youngest son's room and knocked at the door, "Lucian? It's Alptraum." Lucian excitedly flung the door open and wrapped his arms around the elder, "You're back! Any news on mommy?"
Alptraum shook his head sadly, "She'll be a little bit. But i promise i'll let you know if anything changes." He playfully ruffled the child's hair and picked him up, "So, what's on the agenda for today?"
Lucian perked up, "Daddy and Lucifer and me are going to the gardens today. Wanna come along? Please?"
Alptraum didn't have the heart to say no to that, "Sure thing kiddo!" Though Alptraum and Rypirian didn't exactly get along beca
LuciferOnce in Rypirian's palace I made my way to Lucifer's room. It was way past Lucian's bedtime so I didnt disturb him. I lightly rapped on the door, "Lucifer? It's me, Sama."
The door opened a crack, then flew open and a small pair of hands was around my middle. A muffled voice called out from in the embrace, "I missed you! I thought you left. We all did." I hugged Lucifer back, "I'd never leave you. I love you guys. I just had a lot of work. I went to battle you know. I thought i'd make it up to you."
He looked up at me with curious eyes, "Make it up? How?" I sensed Rypirian's curiosity coming from behind as well. I smiled and continued, "Well I dont dress like this everyday." He nodded and queried, "Did you go to a party?"
I shook my head, "Actually i'm going to a party. I thought you could be my date tonight." His face lit up with excitement, " Really? Me?" I grinned at his enthusiasm, "I only know one Lucifer. Do you wanna come with me?" He nodded quickly and looked past me, "Can I Da
A Bit of ChangeI was just walking back to my room to try and see if i couldnt get out of that stupid celebration. Out of nowhere Beauty comes and drags me through a portal to her room and shoves a bundle of fabric at me. "Wear that," she looked at me expectantly, "Well? Go on."
I scoffed at her ignorance, "I don't wear dresses. You can have it back." Then i gently laid the dress on her bed and started to walk out and she pulled me back into the room. Damn, she's stronger than she looks.
Beauty huffed, "You are putting it on and that's final"
"I think you forget who has more power."
"No. Its just that if you don't, I heard Jealousy was going to ask Fear t-"
That was the last straw. Jealousy isnt going anywhere near Alptraum as long as I'm alive. "Fine, but you'll have to help with the damned thing." I walked behind her changing shade and started to undress. She draped the dress over the top of the shade for my convenience and set out a pair of heels for me.
Once I had the dress mostl
TortureI was getting used to the time i spent with Milord, Methuselah. He was the first positive paternal figure i had. Every night we would meet up in the library and discuss our days and read together. He'd even taken to sleeping with me.
Maybe he'd morph into a wolf or a panther and I'd allow him to curl up on me. Or i'd stay on his lap or chest in my kitten form. Maybe we were both human and sometimes we were both in an animal form. Every time was just as comforting, if not more, than the last. It became routine to see him.
Occasionally my birth father, Evil, would check in and watch these encounters. He practically stalked me at times. He wouldn't show himself but would stay hidden and watch.
Soon Evil revealed himself to Milord and i assumed i was to leave. Yet Milord was kind enough to let me stay, in fact, these encounters with Evil strengthened our bond.
One day Evil went a bit far and took me back to his palace locking me in my usual cell, just like when i was a child. The Nth
ClumsyIt was the second week after Lucian was born. I was so happy! A healthy little boy. Even despite the interesting events that brought him into life-he was mine. My son. And being Rypirian's son as well gave him a bit more durability than all my other children combined. A demi-mortal: half immortal, half mortal.
He finally laid down for his nap. I posted guards in and out of his room to keep watch while I go train a bit. Even if I'm not supposed to, I still do. Need to maintain myself and make the swelling go down. I feel like a fat lump just sitting there.
I made my way to the punching bags first. Start out slow before i go to my more advanced exercises. After letting out all my pent up energy on the punching bag i decided to skip a few sparring matches and go straight to the bars.
I leapt up to the smallest one and started to swing and create some momentum. Damn my shortness, cant do a thing! Everything here is designed for tall people. Once i had enough momentum I spun up to a higher
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